You guys have been really great, there have been excellent responses here and you all have been so helpful and supportive, much love to you all
I wish I could personalise this a little more, but it's so difficult because you've all given me such great advice. So, to those who posted, thankyou so much (you know who you are ).
As far as things go with this girl... I'm still not sure, I'm feeling a little more confident about things though, and I find myself worrying less about what happens between us. I guess... Part of me still aches for things to be good between us, but I don't find myself hanging out for it as bad as I used to.
I guess I have other things going on around me now, like my job (which has been irritating me all week long) which I am about to quit, and University will be starting soon, so I'm looking forward to that. Things might improve from here... Once again, thankyou so much to those who have helped me through such a difficult time, you guys seriously are the best.
Should any of you have problems in the future I only hope I can be as helpful as you've been.