I hated today. This whole thing was happenin for valentines, where guys would get these cut out hearts, and if they talked to a girl, they had to give them their heart. The object was to keep your heart with you for the whole day in a sense. It was lunch hour, I was with a friend, and guess who comes up behind me trying to get me to talk, that's right, her. It killed me inside when I tried to hold it in. I nearly broke out and almost started talking to her. I tried to avoid it, I walked down the hallway and she was just clinging to my back. I went into the library and started reading a book, and I looked up and she was gone. I feel so ridiculous right now. I should've said somethng, but what could I say? The one thing she told me while she was trying to convince me to talk, was this. "You know you want to talk to me." Now I can't help but wonder if she was just intimidating me to talk, or if she meant about how I feel inside. I feel like a bag of **** right now. I should've said something. I had the perfect opportunity, but now it's gone.