I am pissed right now, at my dad, because he blocked my internet from my computer until 4:30, and I from my mom's laptop, the one I am using, doesn't notify me of a new PM, a new post, lotsa pop-ups, and it's even a half day at school so I can have extra time. I also feel very guilty, as I sweared to him in private. I started crying and felt guilty. I also don't know what to do at wiichat, as I am now only here to speak to friends that aren't at my school because I can't contact/get to them. I also these past few months feel very sad for my parents and grandparents, and people. I feel guilty, as I'm doing domething bad. Also, I feel sad because I know I am going to lose them one day, and that I too, am going to die. My granparents look happy all the time, when I can see that they are worried and everything inside them. I really want to start a new life, and I don't know what to do. I am very.....very....I can't describe what I feel, a mix of sad, confused, scared, guilty, and worried. I don't know what to do, please tell me what to do. Or give advice.