actually im technically a deist. i do believe in some sort of designer. however, i am uncertain if the designer in fact knows that it is a designer. for example, if the first thing that existed, and that which existed always, was something to the affect of dark matter, then i would acknowledge dark matter as my god.
however, i would highly doubt that dark matter is aware of its godliness. so that is where i am at, since i didnt give much detail earlier.
it took many years of intense thought for me to drop christianity and it was the best thing i ever did.
i could write a book on why i dropped it, and in fact, i actually started a book a while back about it. one thing i am certain of is that if there is a god, jehovah is not god.