Disorders and Steriotypes

[~Marisa~]

i am loved by some but i dont love them and i wont settle for anyone but who i want, but anyway i see now theres no reason to commit suicide, because i can live to make others unhappy, and maybe even cause them to commit suicide
thanks marisa

Not exactly what I was getting at lol... Causing them pain is only going to increase your own.

 

[kiraownsurmom]

i am loved by some but i dont love them and i wont settle for anyone but who i want, but anyway i see now theres no reason to commit suicide, because i can live to make others unhappy, and maybe even cause them to commit suicide
thanks marisa

um...there not gonna like u 4 that!

 

[~Marisa~]

you feel alot better once everything is out in the open. i was feeling pretty good after my "rant" last night. best nights sleep i've had in months.

Good, I'm really glad to hear that It's nice to see people letting their emotions out instead of bottling it up like most people do in the world now.


I'm really proud of everyone in this thread for being so open and putting yourselves out there. Sometimes the best thing to do is to just scream and let it all out. You guys should try that, go to the top of a hill and scream your brains out and with that scream, all the pain. It seriously works!

 

[The_Loose_Cannon]

although i deal with the general public, i have anti social tendencies lol. im serious! the more i interact with people the more im tempted to never roll out of bed again and leave my wii/computer lol.

my mom when i was younger sent me to therapy because my parents got divorced and my mom become ULTRA religious (picture carrie's mom from the movie "carrie" minus the beatings and the telepathic behavior LMAO!) the therapists all agreed it wasnt me that was psychologically damaged! they attempted to stick me on 50MG of zoloft/prozac but i never took em and never went to therapy. i was announced "cured" hahahaha i attempted to play the roll of "lisa roe" IE angelina jolies character from girl interupted (one of my all time fav movies, i know all the lines by heart!)


as for the stereo type....hmm. im a nerd, im a cop (or a pig to be exact lol!), im a loser, im a sexpot, im a hermit, im a dork, im a *****, im a lover, im smart, im beautiful, im a jew and im a girl name calling technically is a stereo type but to be in a category of my own??? id have to agree with marisa on that. id be a little bit of a "socialist" (not the type you read about in history class!!! a different deffinition of the word lol) as well. i can pretty much go to all cliques and beable to be accepted. those who hate me dont know me at all

oh and i too am a nympho! LMAO! :blush2: handcuffs? KIDDING! NO IDEAS! hahaha

 

[The_Loose_Cannon]

Good, I'm really glad to hear that It's nice to see people letting their emotions out instead of bottling it up like most people do in the world now.


I'm really proud of everyone in this thread for being so open and putting yourselves out there. Sometimes the best thing to do is to just scream and let it all out. You guys should try that, go to the top of a hill and scream your brains out and with that scream, all the pain. It seriously works!

becareful of noise complaints!!!!!:incazzato: LMAO! :lol:

 

[~Marisa~]

becareful of noise complaints!!!!!:incazzato: LMAO! :lol:

Rofl!!!:lol:

 

[kiraownsurmom]

i am considered a nerd for somereason prob video games, an anime freak i can under stand that,that goes wit da 1/2 loner

 

[Liger_zero9999]

:lol: today was the first time i have gone into town for something other than work in around what....3-4 months, that shows how anti-social i am

 

[motherbrainrulez]

nah i dont think i want to hurt people i dont really know, now i feel like a dick for sayin that kind of thing
so marisa i dont understand why you would want to help people

 

[kiraownsurmom]

well its obviously right 2 her

 

[~Marisa~]

nah i dont think i want to hurt people i dont really know, now i feel like a dick for sayin that kind of thing
so marisa i dont understand why you would want to help people

You're not a dick lol I used to contemplate killing my dad because he traumatized me so bad when I was little (That was when I was really mentally sick) But I knew it wouldn't fix anything and wouldn't be fair to complain about being in pain if I went and did the same to someone else. It's not fair to hurt someone else just because you're hurt, I realized that I didn't want to be selfish like he was cause that'd make me just as bad as him - and that's the LAST thing I wanted

I totally get where you're coming from and you're not a psycho or a lunatic for feeling the way you do.

And I want to help people because nobody helped me when I needed it...and I'm hoping that the people I do help, will turn around and help another person. I'm hoping the the love deep in people's hearts will come out and I'm hoping that people will allow themselves to be happy.

 

[The_Loose_Cannon]

You're not a dick lol I used to contemplate killing my dad because he traumatized me so bad when I was little (That was when I was really mentally sick) But I knew it wouldn't fix anything and wouldn't be fair to complain about being in pain if I went and did the same to someone else. It's not fair to hurt someone else just because you're hurt, I realized that I didn't want to be selfish like he was cause that'd make me just as bad as him - and that's the LAST thing I wanted

I totally get where you're coming from and you're not a psycho or a lunatic for feeling the way you do.

And I want to help people because nobody helped me when I needed it...and I'm hoping that the people I do help, will turn around and help another person. I'm hoping the the love deep in people's hearts will come out and I'm hoping that people will allow themselves to be happy.

hmm and i always wanted to kill my dad becuase hes an alacholic bastard? well the apple doesnt fall far from the tree since cops=alacholics i guess!

instead i disconnected myself with him. i havent spoken to him in 2 years. he hates me because im exactly like him. stubborn , arrogent, headstrong, vendictive, and the age difference between my bf and i is 12 years my senior. he said either my bf goes or he goes and i said SEE YA!

my mom and i have gotten better over the years. just hard with the wacked out religious behavior and her SHADY husband. her husband is socially inept and lacks common interest. he doesnt give eye contact and hibernates in my moms basement of the house. if i didnt know better, id think he was the next ed gien! :yikes:

but like i said we've gotten better and mended our bridge back together. realizing that my dad is an asshole was our common ground back to a "relationship" so to speak

 

[Kelso]

I don't know if this is any help at all but my mom went to highschool with a kid in the same situation. Abuse, no friends, alot of other ****. Well anyway she ran into him a year back now and he is a multi millionair... hit it big in the stock market, and couldent be happier. I guess the point of the story is don't give up... the world equals it self out in the end... u just have to give it time to balance out.

 

[The_Loose_Cannon]

I don't know if this is any help at all but my mom went to highschool with a kid in the same situation. Abuse, no friends, alot of other ****. Well anyway she ran into him a year back now and he is a multi millionair... hit it big in the stock market, and couldent be happier. I guess the point of the story is don't give up... the world equals it self out in the end... u just have to give it time to balance out.

amen

i went though my "bad" phase too. hit rock bottom when my parents divorced when i was pulled into a different school and went to a jewish private school. i loved it when i look back on those days but when i first got there, i hated every min of it i stayed out, i drank, used fake ids (never did drugs though) and all kinds of other things that i shouldnt talk about.

now im a cop and im making decent money and im happy. i live with my mom since shes helping me put a roof over my head till i can afford a house (by another year :cross fingers!: ) and hopefully soon a certain someone will put a harry winston ring on this pretty little ring finger and i can stroll down the isle in my vera wang wedding dress and my little puppy chuchu will be the ring barer (noooo i havent put TOO much thought in that have i??? :blush2: )

im glad i pulled my life around and hopefully all of you can overcome your obsticals too trust me, NO ones life is perfect. it may look it but deep inside its worse than whats going on in your life.....

 

[~Marisa~]

amen

i went though my "bad" phase too. hit rock bottom when my parents divorced when i was pulled into a different school and went to a jewish private school. i loved it when i look back on those days but when i first got there, i hated every min of it i stayed out, i drank, used fake ids (never did drugs though) and all kinds of other things that i shouldnt talk about.

now im a cop and im making decent money and im happy. i live with my mom since shes helping me put a roof over my head till i can afford a house (by another year :cross fingers!: ) and hopefully soon a certain someone will put a harry winston ring on this pretty little ring finger and i can stroll down the isle in my vera wang wedding dress and my little puppy chuchu will be the ring barer (noooo i havent put TOO much thought in that have i??? :blush2: )

im glad i pulled my life around and hopefully all of you can overcome your obsticals too trust me, NO ones life is perfect. it may look it but deep inside its worse than whats going on in your life.....

Lol, I second amen both your comments! If someone as pretty and sweet, someone who puts their life on the line to protect us everyday can admit to having a not-so-perfect life and having troubles, we all can. And it doesn't make us bad people - in end, it'll make us stronger people if we chose to be.


When you two do get married, you have to promise to post pictures of the wedding!!!!