~Marisa~ said:Lol, I second amen both your comments! If someone as pretty and sweet, someone who puts their life on the line to protect us everyday can admit to having a not-so-perfect life and having troubles, we all can. And it doesn't make us bad people - in end, it'll make us stronger people if we chose to be.
When you two do get married, you have to promise to post pictures of the wedding!!!!
the only wedding pics youll see is me and him at my bros wedding in july....which im still contemplating on going to since my ever so lovely father will be there and i just dont want "the drama" but i love my brother very much and his gf is the best! (theyve been together since HS its been atleast 8 years) youll see my bf in his dress blues and i have a pretty green dress that i cant wait to wear! lol!
anyways yes, it takes a lot to admit your weak points especially when people you arrest scream it at you every day. because my last name is a jewish last name (nationality) i get called racial slurs all the time. also cops rag on other cops it builds character. it makes me that much stronger when you call me a "kyke" and then i bust your head into the concreat stating on the police report "he fell" lol!
its difficult and its hard. its hard to just open up and let the world know that you are weak just like everyone else. esp kids man. kids shouldnt bottle up emotions and its hard to find a confidant. youre vulnerable to the world thats why sometimes you need to be careful out there. because someone is nice to you and offers you an outlet they could take advantage so please be safe! no missing child reports k?
i just hope that whatever does bother most of you, its "simple" to solve. talk to a guidence counciler if youre still in school. seek a well known therapist from recomendations, hell talk to your parents. believe it or not sometimes they know whats best in this world for you too.....lucky for me i always had my brother and now i my puppy! (oh and the bf too! lol)